If I could write a poem by just throwing a bunch of imagery on a page, then I would. And I do. For example, this weekend was pounding floods filling up homes and clogging minds thunderously down hills, lightning and fear, and then it was fire in the sky and heat, steaming the water back up, sunlight, sunburns, tank tops, sitting on concrete running through the mud, staying up late, plans not made, snowballs, dried throats, black coffee, red skies, board games grass to wet to sit on, sleepy eyes, the first hint of summer, trees blooming, washing our legs in the lake, school canceled, getting work done, with friends forever. Soon I will be free. Am I not already free? We talk about our futures and sing songs like we're all gonna make it. Have we made it? Will we be alright? Time rolls onward and forward and seasons pass and change and I have my own car now. I will be eighteen years old soon. I hope God stays with me. I hope I stay with God.