When you are already tired of feeling I guess it is a time for healing For when you seek something you cannot find Maybe it is the journey that is not right. And when you feel the burning bridges little by little You look forward to a time you cannot cross it So you do not feel the pain all at once So you are ready to let it go. When you are already tired of smiling I guess this is where you stop Where you can be yourself once more Away from prying eyes, you cry your burning tears. When you are tired of all the sorrow In finding good where there is none Looking forward for tomorrow of getting up and getting gone. And when you are tired of expecting You simply do not at all; You learn to accept, and you learn to let go So you won't crash in your downfall. That is when your heart freezes. No traces. Emotions cease. And finally,
Peace.
This is the kind of 'indifference' that I feel right now. No expectations, no pain. Learn, let go, and live on.