I have a glimpse of happiness
It's chasing away the blackness
But I'm scared and apprehensive
Because these feelings are so intensive

These feelings have grown in such a few days
And I am so use to things not going my way
But he is the sweets most honest man I've ever found
But I'm worried my sadness will bring him down

But for now I am floating feet not on the ground
And I'm begging to God there will not be that splattering sound
Of falling off this cloud that I'm on
I couldn't bear to turn around and him to be gone

So for now I'm gonna enjoy this feeling of hope
That someone has found me and with my darkness they can cope
This might be a turning point after all of these years
It just awful that I have all of these fears

I'm just so use to good times turning into nightmares
And hope always turning into despair
So I pray he just gives some time
Because my darkened thoughts can't turn on a dime

And even though we are miles apart
I can still feel the beat of his heart
My pulse quickens when we talk
His words always hit their mark
And he has so definitely started a spark
In a fire that so long ago had turned to ashes
But boy, does that man give me hot flashes