Clutching the very thing that destroys you Pouring your soul down the gutter Illusions fester upon your heart As alcohol speaks its own language Bottles upon bottles shattering our smiles As glassy splints muffle our beckoning cries If only your flesh were more of a necessity Not the fading tales of branded cider. I could not tell your heart in a crowd of yesterdays For maybe itβs you I have never known. February 2011.