They, they--the young- they whisper behind my back it's all written in their faces (the young never think they would ever grow old) ' Look at that old man in the corner at the end of his days....'
Hardly do they know it's but my beginning my glorious and sublime beginning (time has its duty performed with its too impatient brush painting rough wrinkles and lines all over my sunken and pallid face
yet it can't unseat me here I am still standing on firm and unshakeable ground never stronger never more durable never so resolute never so sure and secure as I'm now at the road's divide where I walk in freedom alone on my own heaving not a single sigh nor would you ever hear my moan
ah, it's the depth of winter (I'm used to its harshness and its frost doesn't bite anymore) let the snow-flakes fall one by one in their selected time each taking its turn as a note in a rapturous song follows another in sequence in perfect rhythm and rhyme- there is a sweet melody in every motion of nature only if one would lend one's ears to the majesty of its music)
as I watch from my worn-out curtain I've time --- more than ever before to count them as they gently drop on the silent garden floor
(am I a child again in my purest innocence?)
how faithful, steadfast and robust has that tree in the garden stood over so many years (under its shade I happily rested as a child) despite the wildest winds and storms and the harshest winter its branches still hold out though more bristle and weaker- thousands upon thousands of leaves have grown old and now scatter all around the last few drooping flowers
yet I know come next winter it will still greet me as we are not at the end of days
every moment every season is just a new beginning.