I know how much she cares for me and I care for her to But if I said I wanted to be with her that just would not be true I can only go so far to make her night with my attention In the morning there is emptiness Because between us are different intentions Yes I know the pain and the feeling of rejection Which is why I lead her on this way but avoid a real conection
I understand now. All the girls who have ever "led me on" were just avoiding the pain that would come with their honesty. But I won't do that anymore. Truth is freeing, no matter what pain is attached to it.