Completion a feeling we all long for But ****** i finally after years of fighting i get over a girl i never thought i stop loving. and then what happens i get hit in the face because something turned out that the one piece that actually seemed to be in the background the problem is its not gonna happen for a while and ****** it ***** and knowing i wish i could cut this away but what if something was there what if would i be throwing away that one shot at happiness. my gut says no because shes such a good friend but what can i do for completion must i take a risk i never been able to take before,.. i wish it was me i wish i was that guy but i am not i am just the guy who makes sure everythings alright if shes happy without me Fine i am used to it as long as shes happy . i wish i could never love i wish i could cut this feeling away its eating at my soul and i am suffocating . i want to be complete but lets be honest the higher ups don't like me .