I want to burn my feelings alive
They are turning me
Into who I never we wanted to be
I hate that I love you
That I lust you
At all times
In every way
And there's nothing I can do or say
To erase or change
The things that happened between us
It's torture
Pure torture
Worse then
The agony
In your plea
When you begged me
To stay
For just one more day
And take away the pain
Of knowing we will never be the way
We thought we'd be
And that eventually we'd have to let go
We'd have to say no
And turn away
Forever changed by each others ways