I have come to learn
About pain
And its
Necessity in my
Dreary life

But what
The hell is that
Shining through my rain
A light of hope
A piece of life
That I was denyed

I refuse to conform
To my growing depression
A clinic can help me not
I am not a ******* child
I will make the decision
To live life to the fullest

I'm so **** exhausted
Of experiencing hatred
When did our hearts become
So **** jaded
No I refuse to
Love those who
Are capable
And still refuse
To return the favor