I don't even understand why I tried to be with you I should have realized trying for what I want it would only make me blue I guess I learned that when you try to go for someone that is much more you're just going to splat face first on the floor doubt I'll ever learn how to give up though because when I see something I want I go go go this time I am going to leave it alone I guess I'm afraid of the unknown I just want to protect my heart and all of those who have a part if you're reading this and think that it's about you think again cuz that's probably not true