lay down and try to blink back the life into your eyes, eyes, he once asked if you had "captivating blue oceans" on your drivers license for the color of your eyes. lay down and try to blink back the life into your eyes, blink, blink 182, I miss you, the first time I heard that song my single mother was driving and she pulled over to ***** because her boyfriend didn't love her enough to say I miss you, *****, remember when your first lover held your hair after you ate a burrito that was too much to handle on your first date to try and impress him, this is, too much to handle. lay down and try to blink the life back into your eyes.

committing suicide isn't laying on your bed of lies waiting for your prince to arrive, it's wondering if you'll wake up alive or if you even want to.