I lay next to him and I visualize your lips on my lips. Our good morning kiss. One of the things I miss. I thought I could get over you breaking my heart But You're still here.. I just can't trust you. But my God.. It doesn't mean I don't love you. Trying to get over you but my heart won't. Hands around my throat. His arm wrapped around me. What's happened to me. Lingering emotions let me be. Release me from your toxicity.