I wish I could write happy things
I wish I had days where my heart sings
but I guess I'll have to accept what's true
and know my heart will always be blue
my kids make me smile sometimes
but I can't come up with happy rhymes
the tears they just fall down my cheek and my chin
and happiness it just does not win
I'm alone in this world I always will be
I just wish someone was here for me
but they're not and I accept it
it's not worth throwing the fit
why create drama when it doesn't have to be any
just love my happy days though there are not that many
maybe someday happiness will grow in my heart
and the joyfulness will play its part
but I have no faith for that to be
I only have faith in God you see
when my life finally does end
I'll get to meet my very best friend
he sits up there and watches me go through hell
watching every time that have fell
he picks me up and puts me on my feet
knowing one day we will get to meet
that day isnt soon enough for me though
but I have a patience that only he can know
so when I see him I'll smile my final forever smile
I'll be happy not having to fear for one more mile
he will make all bad go away
he will make my happiness stay
Now is the time to just wait
untill I meet him there at the pearly gate