There's a spiritual war for our minds, and sometimes we define the line, the drive that breaks the small divide and let's the demons in our lives, but we decide to make the choice that makes or breaks it, this time, this life. So, I fall on my knees and pray that, someday, I can understand the gifts that You gave and the lives you had to take; I pray, but am I swayed? 'You ask and you shall receive,' but I plead and plead, and yet do I receive. Is this because I'm unworthy, or could it be, that I do not see the things that could free me from these burdens and trials, to help me walk the miles? We'll see. There's a spiritual war for your mind and mine and I can say that I'll be fine, but only if and when I choose the proper side, this time.
This is an older piece I wrote in a time of spiritual struggle.