The wind has a wailing heart this night. I am caught between yesterday and tommorow. sleep on nights like this is impossible. I sit on the upstairs balcony watching a candelabra of moon and stars. Stars that you look down at now from that illuminated place that knows no pain or darkness. The concert pianist that lives below is touching her piano keys softly Chopin joins me with his soulful Moonlight sonata. it was your favorite piece my love. the beautiful gift of his music and her wonderful talent send the notes upward to you on the wings of white doves. .I fold my heart into a love letter and attach it a dove it flutters above the clouds and high past the knowing moon. and I know that in the world of infinity you will read my letter. And the sound of Chopin's nocturne will let you know how I miss you on this sleepless windy summer night.