You haunt me
You are all I think about
You consume me
You are all I care about
You... I love you
Because you are everything I wish I was

I am never on your mind
I was an option, never a priority
I am consumed by you
I only care for you
I... I hate you
Because you remind me of everything I hate about myself

More than anything, I wish I couldn't remember the last time I was happy
Because I know it was with you
And that will haunt me forever