I was alone
and the darkness said hello
he has
always
been
my
first
love
I was alone
and the darkness
kissed my brow
and said hello
when
my friends planned parties
I would not be
invited to
he held me down and showed me
how to stick *******
down my throat
I was alone
and my darkness said hello
it has been seven years
since a blade
first graced my skin
and he is the only one
I have ever
let in.