The toxicity of my misery falters every endeavour As seasons pass I battle forth Cyclical regression all pervasive Tides recede and ****** in the solace of weariness Who am I to summon legacy? Freedom is costly To not care, to be selfish, to let the ego dance and dine on its prey But I will never sit at the top table and command such debauchery I wish stillness and solitude, my armour from the world My penance is running dry Oh bountiful life revive me