to my lovely grandmother.
who always stay by my side even though her eyes is already tired.
to the one that makes me feel most comfortable.

have you been well?

I guess that you must be feeling well there. life is getting more hard when you're gone.
don't you see his eyes? the eyes of your lovely husband? it's not brave eyes like it's used to be. he became more weak day by day, just like you.
life's been so hard for him, but still he's standing on his feet. he feels so sad lately because one of his part has gone. his lovely son, his lovely grandchild. the only family that he loves so much.

they're treating him so bad but he still love it.

isn't it ironic? how he love his called 'the loved ones' but the one who love him is his lovely daughter? he never consider us as his family.

even me or even my brother or my mother. well we are just a burden for you two, right? I understand it the most. but still I know that you still love us.

to the one that I trust the most.

I'm doing really well here. even though not as good as I used to be. even though I lost supporter but still I'm doing my best to live.

thankyou for all this time. i love you forever with all of my heart.