I'm such a ******* liar
Dishonest about a lot of ******* things
I don't know why I can't tell the truth
Is it that I seek approval
Wanting you to ******* like me
Is it ego telling me to say things I don't mean
Wanting all the ******* attention for myself
A friend of mine asked me a question
And I told him that I would receive more checks
Not even caring about how saying that would affect me
Or the ******* situation on that matter
It wasn't the ******* truth
And I'm not going to receive anything more
I knew that but said something different otherwise
Now I'm stuck in a situation I don't know what to do
It seems like it has snowballed from there
And now I'm telling more ******* lies
I want to do what's right
But now  my peace of mind is threatened
All because I wanted your friendship
But I already had it
Now I can't seem to get out from underneath this *******