I wish I only remembered the bad things That way it would be easier to let go Rather than holding on like an idiot These foolish threads always tangling And in my head we still dance And in my heart we still sing But in these nights I still cry Breaking over all the memories Good Lord, I loved you And good Lord, I died And the good Lord held me All those night that I cried It is better this way And so much safer To be alone, and afraid What a foolish people Who trade everything for happiness Only to lose it for love Or let it get mixed up and lost We will do anything to live No matter the cost But I just feel alive And feel nothing at all Numb as the ice in the North But you melt me And washed away my soul Broke me like thunder Now I am less than whole We drink to forget And we forget to blink And we cry in the night And fill up the sink Now I'm just a sad song You can forget me It will be okay You shouldn't remember Any of these days Its all over It is all done And in the end No one won Will you continue To reach for the stars Or will you realize They are much to far?