so far I've lived my life
maybe not how a life should be lived
but lived never the less,
its been rough
like a roller coater
unpredictable
more downs then ups though
that is my only complaint
but these days I have more than one
I seem to been disengaged with everything I come into reach with
I cant seem to find a contentment
and that I truly yearn for
there's a lot in my life I regret
and it seems to have caught up on me
for I cant seem to let any of it go
I'm living in the future waiting for the consequences of the past
and I cant seem to ever live in the now
a great person said to me one day
just stop and smell the roses,
I don't know if I ever did and ever will be able to.
but one day I will hope
for that all I have
I will hope to stop and smell the roses.