Surrounded by strangers who love me. [Un]strangers made strange by pain. Words the same as always, the same as nothing, when nothing is the same.
Lost and last to know; lost and last to love. I am the last one lost. For you cannot see even a bubble; once it is popped. Falling not flying.
One lost, ****** word, like the lost worlds between you and me. We love what we love and who. We love who we love and why. We love why we love and find a falling shoelace knotted & strung between the fingers of strangers. Strangers made strange by love.
With arms around me: dancing and hurried. I see your face: pale and worried. Bargaining with a life that isn't mine to bargain with isn't a bargain at all. But, misery doesn't come cheap. Now, I've found the missing piece. My breath; my heart; my memory. Me. The other half, the missing half.
Entombed by the laws of physics; the laws of love. Of time and space and the [in]between place. [In]between you and me and where we are. Because, I'm lost and looking; looking & lost.