I'm drinking again It hurts to pretend And you don't understand Why this hurts so bad I'm sorry.. Everything was a lie As I sit here and cry It's killing me inside I just wanna die I'm sorry.. It all was a game For my pleasure and gain I thought I'd feel the same But all I feel is pain I'm sorry.. Baby I broke your heart I tore you apart I wish we could Just restart I'm sorry.. As I take this knife To my chest I cry like rain It just pours I pierce my heart Like my lies did yours I'm sorry..