A smile of fate Courage! hope! Faith!! The wind screams.. The walk of shame The imbalance of fame confused and thoughtless Who I was & Who I had become From the hero I was to the zero I had become... All in the broken mirror What I feel denies me the truth Words carved, thoughts on thoughts The evil one! Mind or Heart? Alone in this, my battlecry Opportunities with dead cravings Depression, sadness my happiness of hope.. all in a balloon The Johndoe everyone knows