Feb 2016
Author’s Note: Welcome to world of dreams turning into reality.
1. I always thought of becoming one of the *clouds; how they’ll form with the other clouds different shapes and sizes. I always imagined how they’ll shade us from all the that we should’ve been feeling; how they’ll weep for the cooling sensation that we would feel. I always thought that every tear from my hard work will cool off my mind. I always dreamt of becoming a cloud; going through a cycle on and on. It seems so mysteriously wonderful. But as I seek them in the sky, it seems like, one isn’t there. Today, she’s here.
2. The sun always seemed like this hot blazing ball of gas and fire. I wish I was the sun; the center of the solar system. I wish I could always light up the world; support the moon to even brighten up the other side. But I guess I don’t need to be the sun; I found the sun. I found out that it lighted up my whole world. I found out that she is right here— beside me — always. I should’ve been burning right now but as I unravel more, the more I endure the burning sensation.
3. I always wondered what would I do if I was the wind. I wondered if I could cool off the whole atmosphere. I wonder how it feels to be mixed with different kinds of gases in the air. I wonder how it feels to be drifted apart by your own force. I want to be this need of humanity — of living species. I want to be the wind, nothing more, nothing less.
4. I always dreamt of becoming you. I want to feel how living life was in another persons perspective; how could I survive a day full of excitement and paranoia. I always wanted to feel how I’ll be acting as the sun to somebody’s life; how I’ll be the person lighting up lives. I always wondered if you were me, and if I were you. Will the wind change its direction? Will the clouds ever reverse its cycle? Will the sun set at an opposite direction? If we ever change our role in life, would we ever meet — even in our wildest dreams? I guess fate has to decide what our next step is… only fate.
1. I always thought of becoming one of the *clouds; how they’ll form with the other clouds different shapes and sizes. I always imagined how they’ll shade us from all the that we should’ve been feeling; how they’ll weep for the cooling sensation that we would feel. I always thought that every tear from my hard work will cool off my mind. I always dreamt of becoming a cloud; going through a cycle on and on. It seems so mysteriously wonderful. But as I seek them in the sky, it seems like, one isn’t there. Today, she’s here.
2. The sun always seemed like this hot blazing ball of gas and fire. I wish I was the sun; the center of the solar system. I wish I could always light up the world; support the moon to even brighten up the other side. But I guess I don’t need to be the sun; I found the sun. I found out that it lighted up my whole world. I found out that she is right here— beside me — always. I should’ve been burning right now but as I unravel more, the more I endure the burning sensation.
3. I always wondered what would I do if I was the wind. I wondered if I could cool off the whole atmosphere. I wonder how it feels to be mixed with different kinds of gases in the air. I wonder how it feels to be drifted apart by your own force. I want to be this need of humanity — of living species. I want to be the wind, nothing more, nothing less.
4. I always dreamt of becoming you. I want to feel how living life was in another persons perspective; how could I survive a day full of excitement and paranoia. I always wanted to feel how I’ll be acting as the sun to somebody’s life; how I’ll be the person lighting up lives. I always wondered if you were me, and if I were you. Will the wind change its direction? Will the clouds ever reverse its cycle? Will the sun set at an opposite direction? If we ever change our role in life, would we ever meet — even in our wildest dreams? I guess fate has to decide what our next step is… only fate.
