every time i close my eyes i see his face once more
that look that smile that wish so well ..
i miss it oh so all
i wish i'd stayed when i did go..i wish that day again
been four years past but feels so fresh
that loss ....
the emptiness

this ghost in my head wont fade away
am i so glad its here ...
a past so fond of memories
no monies ...will...or take the tears
i so so wish i'd done so more ..yet know it was my best
devoid me please the shame in me
to right the face of wrong