Release all your pain, I just want to see you. I want to gaze in your eyes and ask all the “How are you’s”. What have you achieved since you escaped me? Where have you traveled and not taken me? Who have you talked to and spoke about me? I suspect you will walk away like you always intended. Perhaps getting to know me was a bad choice. I’m not your source of pain, it’s your not knowing what you need in life that bites you. You better not blame me for the mess we walked through. So much in the way we had no room to walk together. You brought me in and pushed me away at the worst time in your own life. I saw you as bold then you proved you can be a ****. You’re not a ****, you’re just trying to be.
Maybe he was, maybe he wasn't. Meeting him again will tell me.