Until something comes along, something surreal. Then you realise all darkness rises and the pain will never heal. You learn to embrace the wounds and scars, sometime you put a little salt on it, or drink yourself blind at bars but it’ll never be the same once the darkness rises full of its little twist, little games and sick surprises you have been part of the underlying problem, a part of society you swear you won’t break, you won’t fall and you’ll stand straight in its entirety but in the end , crawling on the ground, screaming inaudibly for help that never arrives.
This was something I written in 2010 when I felt my world crumble. Don't worry ,it's been 5 years since and all the fallen pieces have been rebuilt.