The 14th

I close my eyes but still I can't find my peace of mind ,I remember I hadn't written in weeks but now what should I set my mind at? Is it the 14th? But I don't like this date a bit ,I hate it a lot if it was a person I would be breaking the commandment of loving each other. Maybe it's fate to hate this date.
Last year the 14th made me a looser for the days before the 14thI was Mr Valentine of someone, I was the main deal ,I was the main course of the meal though I never stayed  for long for  it all changed when she was swiftly lured by the tycoons of the sons of gods of gold with their expensive juielry and my hand made card was nothing but just a handmade card with a sign of a time waster to her.
I thought the coins spent on a gift don’t win hearts but the motives of the giver, I believed a drop of water is enough for a thirsty being but  instead I was proved to be an imbecile of the old days for our century the 21st  love is money and without it even the bees can make honey.
What should I do now that this date approach, what will be my approach too to the day when the bells of belief changing ring when am down ? Maybe just maybe now I can change the tables though I hate the day they say it's for the lovers so that I say that too….that it's the day of love and lovers.

By: Simulinga K Moses
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2016