Ok! Ok! It ripped my vicious alcoholic talons off easily. Like I was some cheap $9.99 for a 12 piece Dispensible chicken. The doctor said "Your rotting From the inside out. Look, look at your face, Your rotting." The body has given up. The mind has wandered somewhere Wild. "No more coffee or alcohol, you have to eat better. think about your kidneys." "I'll try." I sit around Tired and bored Like everybody else Last week I was a howling inferno Now I sleep for ten hours every day. Uninterested in poetry,books,music. Oh life, You selfish *****! Always finding something to take Even when i think there is Nothing left. Another come down. Another dreadful Peacefulness. I knew it all along! Sanity is so ****** Dull.