The optimist always beats out the pessimist. Time to **** with the negative thoughts and give life to something beautiful. While I'm alone I have more time to learn and witness. I see fights between friends and couples making out among the suburban streets. I see myself not being there someday soon but there's no reason I should mope and tell myself to ******* and die. I'm living the dream by making myself happy with cupcakes and coffee and friends nobody can beat. I know I'll be drunk as hell with you one night getting pulled over. I know we'll be stuck on a plane waiting for rain to stop. I have a feeling I'll be burned all over after napping on the beach. Dinner at your place will turn into nachos and Heineken. I never thought you could cook. Maybe you can, and maybe we can forget the emotional past and start new as if we never had something special that didn't work out. It may not be you who does stupid **** with me but its you who I always go back to thinking of. You're on my mind, and if I'm not on yours all I say is you are missing out on opportunity. I can be the one to show you enjoyment in adulthood. I'll pay for the beer you buy me. I'm responsible while drinking and having fun. I know we will. It's what you wanted for us after all because love is overrated. So, now are you in?