I feel so depressed right now
I hate this consent cringe in my stomach
Im so sad and I want to cry so bad
I want to let this depression out, my tears are so resilient to come down
It tiring how it consumes every inch of me
I crave to held
I want to be kissed with loving lips
So I wait and hurt myself because I'm tired of empty passion
I want the real thing with the right person
I want to hear that its going to be ok when I have a bad day
I need security, I need to feel I will never be left to cry alone
I refuse to make the same mistakes that drain the life out of me
I love myself to much to continue break my heart time and time again
-E.G