Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Memories just play back in your head.
Curling stomach.
Imagines of him in your bed.
Frozen at the thought about being hurt again.
Wanting to scream into a pillow and cry out loud.
You can't breathe.
Screams, nothing but streams down your face.
You can't move.
Your heart begins to race.
"Why?!!!"
Putting your all into someone and still getting hurt.
While trying to save what you had with them you lose yourself.
The "I love you" that once warmed your heart is now the reason you prefer to cry in the dark.
No one can hear your internal screams.
Ripping yourself at the seams.
Why can't you see that I've fallen apart?
Why can't everything just restart..
These silent tears will be the death of me.