i sit and watch,
the dust motes dance
in the stream of sunlight
the computer hums and burbles
like and old friend, intent on
sharing the latest gossip
last years detrius of papers
and unfinished lists, new job lists
teeter in the corner....
my backside has again grown
a size too ample,
for my ergonomic chair
my brain is lax and lazy
slow to grind into gear....
this is the awkward,
i don't want to be here
start to the years marathon
it is the organizing of details
the preparation of the course
it is meetings and more meetings
dull, dry, academic, with others who
are in the same boat, those who want to
change course midstream, those who want to
tread water and those who are new to the game
rowing in circles with much enthusiasm, but little boatcraft
i, at present am resting oars, knowing this is the first
of many races, knowing the course, tho set, will change
when the students arrive, it is then the rapids come into play
and it is then, my energy, is required.
til then i cruise
and drink copious amounts of caffiene
in my air conditioned office....
watching the air, take dust motes,
for a ride.