In a few days, I’ll take a step
Not towards anything special…
Just the biggest event of my life

I’m not ready.

Not a step, but a leap
A jump into thin air
Darkness
Off a cliff
It’s time to prepare for a fall

I’ll be on my own this time
Nobody holding my hand
Nobody showing me how to work the parachute
I might crash

What happens then?

No longer being told how
Expectations
Observations
Limitations

Impossibilities

I don’t want to be alone
I don’t want responsibility
I don’t want to learn how
I don’t want to grow up

I’m not ready…