Almost to wanting my end. Swipe the blade...**** the pain. I've been left to the cold wolves of despair so long Wishing to live....however, wanting to jump off the mend. I've been treated so cold so long icebergs have formed over my tears from my heart. If you were to see me dying. If my heart stopped. Would you try and bring me back? Didn't think so. You never said a word. Dust to dust. What's after this living hell...I wish to die. To see the "Happy Ever After.." It's better to be numb than to be left to cry. If I am so meaningless to all of you...why must I just "Exist?" So, if I were to vanish without a trace would you miss this Face? Nope. Hand me my noose. To end my pain. But, Like Houdini. I'll shall disappear with my exit.