The feeling of feeling   like a ***** is what I wake up with and go to sleep with, it's always catching up with me even if I try running like am in a marathon race but still it pulls me when I look back at what I had to let go just not to let you go.
Hope is not hoped no more since I heard he's paying your school fees  for an evil voice to my feelings echo in my heart since my ears deft when you told me you were living me, that horrific voice is always telling me you and him are building a house with one bedroom and have only planned for one bed.
If you told me what I did which I didn't do right, I will ask for forgiveness though you know my ego is what keeps me feel like an eagle for God's sake.
Your heart had the heart full of reserved love but I wonder If the problem of nature quenched it all and now all I smell from that tank is the licking smell of pain I smell by my heart for my nose stopped  doing what it was meant for when you told me you don’t love me no more, these were words that shut my pride and sense of smell for good or bad.
I have now known that it's so true not to be true I have lost you and that you have marooned me.