there is a stress ball in my stomach that feels pressure from the vibrations of your phone and the thoughts in my head screaming she doesn't need you she doesn't want you you are useless to her disposable space kept only to **** time
I could make myself sick (the way I used to) with the thought of you choosing someone else over me
best friends? best at ignoring the tension best at telling exaggerated stories best at constant comparison
I'm already counting down the days until the birthday I'll most likely celebrate without you because shiny and new almost always wins
they think you're the one who needs her heart medicated when mine starts to race as soon as I open my eyes