why do I do this? why why why do I replay this obscene routine of hate? how very silly of me thinking people want me there but no I'm just here βnot thereβ behind a screen
not immersed with those coloured lights no no man body don't pulse with that music
I started writing this book once and I put you all in it because yeah I really believed we defined each other's lives so I stopped writing the stupid book
I'm not in yours so I'll wait until the pages write themselves and erase you all out
I kept buying you ink and that's stupid I kept holding a tin can to my ear man weren't you at the other end?