If I were to slip and fall, and was not able to recover, would you find forgiveness?
If I were to disappear one night without a trace, would you continue onward fearless?
Would you ever be able to forgive me if I were to leave all of my problems behind like a coward,
Would you ever be able to forgive me if I were to pretend nothing was wrong, would you still be around?
Would you be able to forgive me if I lived my life in the bottom of the bottle, would you be able to look past,
Would you be able to forgive me if I had no ambition left in this brittle shell, would you forgive me if I gave up at last?
What if I couldn't fake a smile, what if I couldn't escape the grasp of depression,
Because right now I can't, I can't fight back, I've become deadly ill and weak, this is my confession.
So please tell me where did I go wrong, I want to know what I did to fall into this hole,
Where did I go wrong, because everyone's always said I've had a bright head, but now I have no soul.
What did I do that caused me to dig this hole so deep, that I can no longer climb out, did I bury myself alive,
I tried to make my life along the way but all I did was push everything away, and now I'm so **** deprived.
If tomorrow can bring a better day, then when will my tomorrow come, because it's been this way for years,
I've been fighting against myself, trying to break free of my own **** mind, now I'm killing myself with my own fears.