Closed doors Tension holds every movement. A drink stronger than our egos The hardest part of mixing my drinks is that when I have the spins I can't hold onto you. Im drowning in my head I'm sinking in my skin. I don't want this anymore. I want to die and come back as who you need. I want to die and come back. I want to die. I'd die to abolish your sins Yours alone. I have a problem. It's not you. It's in a bottle and hides in cans. Typing is hard. I'm sorry.