I found just now The personality I am the most in love with A great relief for me But the bad part is It doesn't actually exist It's only in fiction Condescending yet Fully understanding Comically light, yet No seriousness No fear in speaking the mind Dark past, bad visions Terrible desires But a good heart Makes me want to die And be reborn anew In her presence The next great novel I'd **** for that, She'll **** anyway