My dad lost his dad feels like i am loosing him to,
All this fighting and no cash have me distracted on who is who.
I lay in a house with my  best friend
Are you depressed ? Or am I just pressuring you?
Your almost 17 and I'm about to be 22
Man I know age isn't nothing but a number but your ego tells off on you.
So I back up for a couple of weeks or two, waiting but learning I can't keep waiting for you.
I'm sorry for everybody I have let down.
These covers go over my head as I never felt so useless as my thoughts hit the ground.
My heart is the only thing that looks up..
Oh God if you can create something out of these ashes and this man of dust.

Can you always be that someone that thing .."you" that I cannot.