I can't say sorry enough I know it's going to be tough But you're better off without me I'm not much of an emotional guy I have those times But it seems like I'm heartless More so than I would like to be I can smile at misery And take pleasure in death One more breath Why can't I see See the truth within What a hopeless guy I am I try the best I can But I'm More lazy than anything else I don't like working on myself But I know I must To get down to root causes And find out why I don't trust No commitment in my soul Life seems like a trial Now it's hard to let go And turn away from the fire