settled in a glass grown vineyard, the sleep-addled living room door with gutteral hinges, making friends with pall mall smoke rings and let ghost blood spill all over on couches and our moncler's wake up to the sound of you crying on the staircase feeling the scratchy carpet through blankets on the bed like my heart is teething, hurting again he picked me up and lay me there like you once did except you've been dead for five years