After spending
So much time alone

I just didn't care

I decided I was
Going to do
The minimum

Work a part time job
And spend more time alone

No where to go
Nothing to do

No female friend
To hug
Or care for

All a stupid
Stupid dream

And so I dug a small hole
In the ground

And I sang this song

"Nobody likes me
Everybody hates me
I think I'll eat some worms
Fat ones skinny ones...."

It never mattered how much
I worked out
Or how intelligent I was
Or my many varied interests
And hobbies

There was never a female friend
And all the prayers
To meet one
Were never answered
Because Jesus doesn't care
About some of the things
I want

So I just sat on in the park
On a yoga mat