Trying to find my sense of direction. What am I doing? I guess I just crave that connection. We became more distant than before so I thought you closed the door. I feel I don't deserve anything anymore. Only feeling wanted in the minds of the intoxicated. I guess everything just got lost in translation. Maybe lonely hearts just need more reassurance. And in the back of my mind I don't feel like I'm worth it. But I know for me the embers are still there. I know I'm a mess so I don't blame you if you don't care. If only I could just get things right. And not take the risk of ruining anyone's night.