Sick of it all
The demons inside my head
I run away from heaven
Searching for my own way
But I always end up broken
Stagnant cause of my self-will
The reaper is calling me
I understand my fate
There are days that go by
That I'm lost in the way
Well, more days than need to be
Cause I get in my own way
Trying to do things myself
To figure this crap out
But I have to admit
That I'm really not made to be alone
God is always there
Others are reaching out their hands
Wanting me to give in
And surrender the things that need to be
Surrendered but of course I hold on
Same song over and over again
Same **** I am so used to
To give them up what will I do?
I probably feel a hell of a lot better
Why must I cause myself so much hurt