Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray to whoever my soul to keep
take my broken shattered heart instead

Maybe then the knot in my chest will lessen
And my shaky breath will steady
and my tears will run dry

Maybe then I wont fee so alone
I will feel like I am worth something again

My mind might not run images of us
day in and day out
I wont lay awake at night plagued by the nightmares of the
what ifs and if only's

I pray your memory becomes distant
and your name becomes just a word

I pray my heart heals soon
so I am not picking up its pieces anymore

I'm down on my knees
praying to whatever entity
that you wont haunt me anymore

this is my prayer for eternity